Today has been an odd day. It’s been hard to stay in “one spot” in other words, to keep one alter consistently front. I’m not sure what it’s been. I doubt it’s the weather, it’s been thundering on and off for the past few weeks with the various remnants of the various tropical storms and hurricanes which have been around. I do occasionally have times when I’m very scared of thunder because one of the littles is more forward and they’re scared of the storms, but that wasn’t really it today.

At one point I was filling out a form at the fabric store and had to ask my friend what my last name was because I started to write my adopted name instead of my married name and suddenly realized that was wrong but couldn’t remember what the correct one was.

Today…one of my alters considers her birthday, so I wonder if that is the cause. I can’t really remember if there’s been any weird effect in years previous on this day…or not. I can see I’ll be looking back in my livejournal to see if I’ve made any reference to things like that.

There’s nothing more freaky than not being able to stay focused for more than a few minutes at a time. Thankfully I have good friends and family around me who can help me stay on track and are understanding about the forgetfulness when I’m normally an excellent multi-tasker. I hope this clears up by tomorrow.

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